feeling blah

I don't know what it is lately but I just don't feel good, not sure if I am expressing myself right but I am not sick I just feel blah! Lots of stress and pressures of late, running around all the time from activity to activity, never enough time or money to do what I want, I am sure millions of americans feel the same way! I have tryouts for cheerleading tonite, not sure if I am ready or not but here goes anyway, my oldest needs direction and I am not sure how to guide him, my middle child seems to be on the right path just has moments of rebellion, the youngest is well for lack of abetter description spoiled (but not rotten). Do any other moms out there go through these moments of feeling helpless? I know we all want to be the fixer inour family but right now I am not feeling like I can fix myself let alone anyone else.

another busy day

Well tonight begins my official duties, I am speaking at the awards banquet on behalf of the cheerleaders even though I was not the coach this past year they asked me instead of the lady who was the coach. I have my speach written and have even practiced it a couple of times, now if only I was about 20 pounds lighter I would have something to wear!!

Tryouts are next week and I hope I don't scare off the girls!

Well our first pony league game was not a success we lost 8-7 in extra innings but it was the first time all of the boys had played pony and there are so many different rules than in little league I think they did good.

it has been quite a monday at daycare, the kids are always out of sorts on monday, too much weekend, or too much parents? never sure, but monday is always full of name calling, and tatteling, and just plain being mean to each other. So glad the day is almost over. Oh wait I still have to drive my daughter to dance, and then keep stats for my middle son's ponyleague game, and then its home to catch up onlaundry and what ever else needs my attention.

scary new adventure

Well as I write this my daycare kiddos are eating lunch, this is going to be a challanging year, not only am I the mom of three active kids, ceo of my household, and daycare provider to many,but I am jumping in with both feet into coaching our local high school cheerleaders! Like I didn't have enough to do? I saw the struggles of our local girls and decided since I have a daughter who loves to cheer if I didn't step up and do something there may be no program when she gets old enough ! Isn't that really why we all end up volunteering!
This is also my first attempt at blogging, I think I am doing this just to reach out to other moms who feel pulled in tons of different directions at once but who also wouldn't trade it for the world! Please join me on my new scary adventure!